Happy 23rd birthday ailin. How happy you must be. I see you are at the endoscopy center. What are you doing at the endoscopy center so early in the morning on your birthday. 

What do you think I am doing here. I am getting a colonoscopy because I’m getting that intermittent bleeding thing again and I need to get a colonoscopy 

Oh. Are you going to do something nice and fun afterwards? 




I’m scared I might be pregnant again and I just had an abortion less than three weeks ago what is the universe trying to tell me that I am no more evolved than a garden rabbit 

Do your parents know what you have been up to. 

No , but the strangers who read this blog do now, 

What is going to become of you 

I’m going to die